blind
are you ready?! J this place inside my mind, a place i like to hide J you don't know the chances, what if i should die?! J a place inside my brain, another kind of pain J you don't know the chances, i'm so blind! J blind, blind J another place, i find to escape the pain inside J you don't know the chances, what if i should die?! J a place inside my brain, another kind of pain J you don't know the chances, i'm so blind! J blind, blind J deeper, deeper, deeper inside 22, J live a life that seems to be a lost reality J that can never find a way to reach my inner self esteem is low J how deep can i go, in the ground that i lay? J if i don't find a way, to seek through the gray that clouds my mind, J this time i look to see what's between lines. J i can see, i can see, i'm going blind(x12) J i'm blind! (x4)
ball tongue
there you are alone J with no hope of ever having something to be proud of J something earned without begging J yes, i know you're a person, a person close to me J who do you think you are? what more do you want from me?! J ball tongue! J you got the dykes off, i think they'll mind me J ball tongue! J the rag i'm on, we are justified J ball tongue! J congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit J ball tongue! J what have you done for me?! J why are you at home buried in your own self pity? J why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? J yes, i know you're the person, the person that took time with me J does it give you the right to inspect your life from those around me?! J ball tongue! J you have come to take from your buddy J ball tongue! J you have never J you were my problem, where does the friendship end? (x3) J you were my... i'm not going to give in J you were my problem, where does the friendship end? (x3) J you were my... i'm not going to give in J how can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again(x8) J ball tongue! J they've driven right by my friends J ball tongue! J they've taken the take above me J ball tongue! J they're a psychopath J ball tongue! J they've come to enslave me J ball tongue! J they've jacken themselves onto me J ball tongue! J your fuck'n gangsta signs! J ball tongue! J they've come not to save them, but they take J ball tongue! J fuck'n death to fuck'n me J you're all psychopaths (repeated) J ball tongue! J berome's dead at the tecnodrome J ball tongue! J you're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? J ball tongue! J it doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger J ball tongue! J can I die?! can I die?! J ball tongue! J and then, the man kept kick'n me J ball tongue! J he gets him on, they're cool J ball tongue! J he wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head J ball tongue! J just remember you're a dyke
need to
i, i am confused, fighting myself J wanting to give in, needing your help J skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch J outside don't know you, but inside I'm fine J can you see it in me, skin cold from touch J each turn confronted with what i have done J you pull me closer, i push you away J you tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain J i hate you J why are you taken? J i love you J i feel so helpless J why is it you? J ripping my insides each time i'm with you J why, do i cry J why, do i really need to? J why!(x4) J fuck you, faget J need to . . . fuck . . . J need to (x4) J fuck (x4) i hate you J why are you taken J i love you J |i feel so helpless J ripping my insides each time i'm with you J why, do i try J why, do i fuckin need to? J fuck (x7) J much
clown
there's life in my body J four clicks . . . alright go J four I just said, you faggot piece of shit on the ground J ahh! four? J four. four? J noooo! J oh, hey, what are you talking about ross? J hey ton ton J ...ern!...ern!...ern!... J hey, are you saying so there's no clicks J hey, we're recording, now start J just fucking do it damn it! J i wanna get a twist. i wish we could put twist J on a fucking tape . . . stupid J wanna hear it? J fuck you! fuck you! J huh heuh J goooo! J okay . . . piece of shit! J anger inside builds within my body J why'd you hate me? what have I done? J you tried to hit me! J turn it to a beat in, if you like J |throw your hate at me with all your might J hit me 'cause i'm strange, hit me J you tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me J what's with you boy? think hard. J a tattooed body too hide who you are J scared to be honest, J be yourself, a cowardly man! J i don't run around trying to be what's not within me J look into my eyes, i am free J you're just a wanna-be J turn it to a beat in, if you like J throw your hate at me with all your might J hit me 'cause i'm strange, hit me J you tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder than me J what's with you boy? think hard. J a tattooed body too hide who you are J scared to be honest, J be yourself, a cowardly man! J to come out J hit me clown because i'm not from your town, now hit me clown (x4) J clown you ain't shit. turned around got your face split (x3) J clown you ain't shit turned around can't you face me? J time, if you like J throw your hate at me with all your might J hit me 'cause i'm strange, hit me J you tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder than me J what's with you boy? think hard. J a tattooed body too hide who you are J scared to be honest, J be yourself, a cowardly man! J just a fucking mental (x3) J i'm just a fuckin mental (x4)
divine
i hide, only to defy you J take away the only love inside you J i see your face through everyone J inside i've just begun! J you think i'm out to scare you J i'm only out to prepare you J for when you stop and turn around J your body's going down! J you're gonna waste your time, J your life will soon be mine, J you're definitely one of a kind, and J you're suffering 'cause of me is divine J tell me why you never liked me J tell me why it is you fight me J pull down and wait for the perfect time J to take what's rightfully mine J you think they're dumb to defy me J you said you don't want to defy me J you wait your dumber than anyone J oh well . . . J you're gonna waste your time, J your life will soon be mine, J you're definitely one of a kind, and J you're suffering 'cause of me is divine J well, fuck you!, i'm fed up with you! (x4) J i'm not as good as you? fuck you, i'm better than you! (x4) J well, fuck you!, i'm fed up with you! (x4) J i'm not as good as you? fuck you, we're better than you! (x4) J you're gonna waste your time, J your life will soon be mine, J you're definitely one of a kind, and J you're suffering 'cause of me is divine J did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?! J you try to see what you got J me ripping at your brain!
faget
him! J here i am defriended in this normal world J why'd you tease me? made me feel upset J walking stereotypes feeding their heads J i am ugly. please just go away J him! J i can see inside you fine J this blessing in disguise J him! J why'd you treat me this way? J made to hate to stay J a cell locked, i can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain J if you were me, what would you do? J nothing, probably. you'd just go on your way J i can see inside you fine, him J this blessing in disguise J why'd you treat me this way?, him J made to hate to stay J faget! (x3) J here i am defriended in this normal world J why did you tease me? made me feel upset J walking stereotypes feeding their heads J i am ugly. please just go away J him! J i can see inside you fine J this blessing in disguise J why'd you treat me this way?,him! J made to hate to stay J faget J i'm just a pretty boy or whatever you call it J you wouldn't know a real man if you saw it J it keeps going on day after day, son J you faget, can, oooh, if you don't want none J i'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday J who gives a fuck right now i got something to say to all the people that J think things strange that i should be out of here locked up in a cage J you don't know what the hell is up now anyway J you got this prettyboy feeling like i'm enslaved to a world that never J appreciated shit J you can suck my dick and fucking like it J he might come, but he has a body mighty, any say J he might come, but he has a body mighty, any way J he might come, but he has a body mighty, don't wanna say J he might come, but he has a body mighty, any way J he might come, but he has a body mighty, any say J he might come, but he has a body mighty, going away J he might come, but he has a body mighty, don't wanna say J he might come, but he has a body mighty, any way J i'm just a pretty boy, i'm not supposed to fuck a girl,i'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world (x2) J all my life, who am i?!(x11) J all my life J i'm just a fagot!, fagot!(x3) J i'm a fagot!, fagot! J faget J i'm not a fagot!, what am i? (x3) J you mother fucking queers!
shoots and ladders
ring around the rosies J pocket full of posies J ashes, ashes, we all fall down J nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head J into my childhood they're spoonfed J hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real J look at the pages that cause all this evil J one, two, buckle my shoe J three, four, shut the door J five, six, pick up sticks J seven, eight, lay them straight J london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down J london bridge is falling down, my fair lady J nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head J into my childhood they're spoonfed J hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real J look at the pages that cause all this evil J nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone,this old man came rolling home(x4) J nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone. . . this old man came, J mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow J mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow! J baa baa black sheep have you any wool J mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow! J yes sir, yes sir, three bags full J mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow! J mary had a little lamb! J yes sir, yes sir, three bags full [white trash crone]
predictable
go! J i can, in every way J distinct the pain i feel inside J it comes to me J evil thoughts is creeping through my mind J who are you to say that i can't speak what's on my mind? J it runs away J it's so predictable J i can, in every way J illustrate of something is left inside J to blind to see, in an essence, sorrow of a lie J tou run away to the cover of their pointless ties J you ask me? J it's so predictable J i'm gonna try J i'm gonna die J i'm gonna try J another day J silence overwhelms my mind J who is to say J if i have the time, oh why J should i pray J for all the hate to go away J another day J i can never break free J you wait for me J i call out to you J another day J i'll live forever!
fake
i can't stand the sight of you J i can't stand what you put me through J you lie so light, but you hide J is it debt to being you inside J i can't stand, oh, the thought of you J i can't stand all the things you do J what do you try to justify? J you were just too scared to be you inside J let! J it all go J i look at you, all i see, J is a man too afraid to let it be? J i can't stand what you put me through J i can't stand even the thought of you J your secret lies that you hide J is it debt to being you inside? J you try so hard to be wanted J false emotions tells you fronted J i feel being a person relies on one thing: J be yourself, let you come through J you're too afraid to really be J someone who isn't false advertising cares to be J be yourself, let you come through! J fake! J and we with at you, we with it
lies
i would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide J what's the problem? J can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you J i smile, while you're afraid J you run, while you're so in pain J do you ever see [it from] outside you fears J thinking about your life thinking about your inner fears J i would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide J what's the problem? J can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you J i want you to see the life you have disguised J the world of things that hurt you J the bother ceased it's smiles J i want you to fear the you wound up inside J one side suck you in J i thought you at this time J i tried, you win J my life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain! J go!
helmet in the bush
'ello, es tachajo J et el est cachajo J well, you know, you fuck'n call me tachajo, okay? J i keep asking, what's your lie? J it is disturbing J this isn't mine J days keep passing J a lot at a time J i don't feel right J please god let me sleep tonight J everyday confronted J something's giving in J i just wanna know why! J don't give it up J don't hit my stick J i keep asking J well, again, please try J it is haunting J this takes my mind J days keep passing J line after line J i don't feel right J please god don't let me die tonight, J die tonight, die tonight, die tonight J please god help me J please god save me J please god help me from my painful situation J please god don't let me slip in tonight, please god J oh, please god don't let me chip in tonight, please god J oh, please god don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die J please god don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die
daddy
mother please forgive me J i just had to get out all my pain and suffering J now that i am done, remember i will always love you J i'm your son J little child, looking so pretty J come out and play, i'll be your daddy J innocent child, looking so sweet J a rape in my eyes and of your flesh i'll eat J you've raped! J i feel dirty J it hurt! J as a child J tied down! J that's a good boy J and fucked! J your own child J i scream! J no one hears me J it hurt! J i'm not a lier J my god! J saw you watching J mommy why?! J your own child J it's alright J i didn't touch you there J mama said she didn't care J i didn't touch you there J that's why mama stopped and stared J i fucking hate you! mother fucker! J mother fucker! i fucking hate you! J fuck you! J son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life! J i wanted to die J i'm sick of it, mother fucker. . . oh J i hate you! J i fuck'n hate you! J i hate you! J piece of shit! J why?! J i hate you! |
